My Dear
Bor dada/ Ratul Dada,
In view
of certain indecent incidence that occurred out of the blue, my Mother wept
intensely. With our Father away or absent from home, I unable to console her
being the words spoken out during the
interaction hurt her ‘Heart’ the worst; even though it was a query in nature
and was caused purely out of a misunderstanding being raised due to confusion in
the mind of my Grand Father. Accordingly our Father & I took a decision to
move to the Town, {ignoring the offering of a Land to our Father at Gurisagar
behind the Sivsagar College} to live there under a very ordinary shade which
even the heavy of the heaviest Strom unable to topple even though standing in
Air only for enough of time. It was standing under such a condition that as we
prepared to construct the New Structure, it required only a little of pressure from
my one hand to collapse the entire house in the Ground which was well arranged
by its own to do damage to nothing as if we are folding it through our combined
hands. Therefore the House too was that faithful to us; even though it was a
static Object. Again when we constructed our current House from Funds received
from nowhere through me, our Father never desired to construct the same at
Saloguri even through both our Grand Father & Uncle were under much ailment
notwithstanding the fact that I looked after them all throughout the period. That
was the amount of LOVE our Father was bearing towards our Mother. This is how
we expand ourselves even though we are all alone individually to claim a place
following leaving one’s body and to walk into the future. None can help any to choose
one’s path and destiny.
With
limited Fund available, we constructed the House as it is standing now with no
additional Labor hired except the members of the House. The Head Mistry who
came from afar charged nothing for constructing the House on condition that we
must not ask his name and the place of Residence and I must share the Food from
with him. His whereabouts was not known following completion of House after
completing the construction in just three months time. This is the History of
the current Structure.
However,
since it is worn out over time, a New Structure is welcome but for doing some
shall require huge Fund which I believe is beyond our capacity to shoulder,
unless we obtain or seek help from Builders. Since running me for obtaining
Material Objects in any form & manner is not in-built in my Character and
that I am just a Tool in the Hands of
the Both Aspects of the Lord from birth without a self identity, I am always
govern by His desire only and hence my living & dying is purely on His
Hand. Therefore, I have or had two Mothers. While with one I was physically
present, the other visited me always in mid day for about half an hour with
Crown in Head till I attained the age of twelve (12) to ensure that I am well
& fine. Her physic or figure is still vivid in my mind. Both Mothers are or
were very close to one aspect of the LORD individually but joined in me to
complete both aspects to remain together playfully, the reason of which is
beyond my understanding & knowledge to explain anything further on the
matter. Hence, I kept hearing all Prayers sang anywhere in any language within
the Globe to glorify ONE GOD. With our deterioration in maintaining our values intact
amasses everywhere all over the Globe, I am deprived from absorbing the said pleasure.
My knowledge on variety of Subjects is the result of combination of both
aspects mentally as well as physically. Now that, my Job is over, I am most
eagerly awaiting for my release.
‘Mintee’ is of course different & free to
take her own step forward and hence she might be interested in retaining a Flat
in her name in case she able to arrange the Fund required for the purpose from
whatsoever Source. In case I get any funds that were duly earned by me that are
hold up the concerned Authorities reasonless, everything shall go our children
for their intense sacrifices, offered to us till date to enable us to remain
alive and allowed the ‘Globe’ to know the TRUTH of our existences.
As far
as one’s daughter(s) is/are concerned; the Law is now revised to allow her or
them to continue to remain as member of the Family even after marriage; unless
she/they desires otherwise; leave apart sharing the Property, one owns through
whatever means in his or her life time prior one’s demise; taking into consideration
the ever expanding GAP we are developing between the two Genders. It is the
recent most important & remarkable Verdict of HC of Mumbai.
LOVE is
GOD. Since LOVE is in-built in our Hearts, {but often surrounded by hard of the
hardest WALL of ignorance} we all are part of Him. The moment we are successful
in activating it through opening one’s Heart to the entire us including that of
oneself; without drawing a differentiation between each other that are embraced
by the Mother Nature irrespective of whether or not an object is living; our
beloved one become automatically alive within us. Therefore, a Statue of one
serves no purpose other than to remain standing in a particular position to
beautify an Area.
Late
Jaganath Boruah, LLMB contributed a lot to the Society. He treated me free when
I was suffering from Jaundice while I was in College to the extent of providing
free Medicines to me too. Accordingly I promptly recovered from the ailment.
The reverse is happening to me now. Since I have not paid a single visit to any
Hospital partly due to the bar imposed upon me by the Company when I was on
Service and party due to paucity of Fund; I don’t exactly know from how many
ailments I am suffering from even though I contributed immensely to the Company.
JUST see the contrast of two views taken by 2 important personalities; both of
whom are/were closer to us and know/knew me well.
-MRIDUL-